im goin to break.


breakaway fr my disgusting atrocious life tht im livin in ata moment. need a fresh start. going to view evtg in a bright new light! gna be super optimistic n ultra disciplined. gna be a much better person. cannot slack! even if i die trying to accomplish all the above! need a role model. actually i tink chris fits tis role v well! he knows how to prioritise.. how to balance his work n play.. he is discplined yet exceedingly retarded ata same time. haha the best part is.. like me.. our world is a stage! all those reading tis now.. pls help me and scold me .. motivate me to be more studious!! i hfta win xiaoyudian in our nerd comp!! n im alr losing like 100-1. ughh! ahha.. i feel sooooooooo deprived of a proper social life ata moment. i need town.. i need to havoc .. i need to gamble.. i need to just let go and go crazyyyy!!! thts just wat i need. i need to hang out with my girls.. so we'll all go mad n bimby tgt!! i need a wild party!! i need kbox so i can sing n scream all i want!! i need a holiday!! to get far away fr all of tis crap! how i wish i was still in tioman.. or sibu.. well at least ill be gg melbourne ata end of e yr! (: (: the only sad ting is tt my stupid kc wont be der.. she will be in hk! how sad is tt. i tot we cld havoc over der with my sis! -sad- oh well...!!! ahhaa.. at least i got chow n all my blk B neighbours (esp lindaaa) to go mad with for now! ahhaa.. ah well. the weirdest tings haf been happening lately.. i tink so far only chris n yuying knw abt it.. its just odd. i mean. i was inta past. but im not now. its weird to go back. i cant! its quite disgusting. i cant even bear to tink of it! its just plain weird. why do pple treat others so fucking _ _ _ _ !!! i cant stand it! ewwwwww! JUST STOP IT!

xiaoyudian ----> cheer up u silly rain drop! ahhaa..i still dun dare to drink the white tea!!! -FAINTS-
chow char ser cheri ------> KBOX N TOWN NOWWWWW!!!
evelyn ---------> dun keep ponnin lessons lor u twit! lets work hard tgt!
everyone ------> does anyone knw where to get a nice leather shoulder bag!!?!?! -pulls hair desperately-